back to
Anti- Records
We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Sun Without the Heat

by Leyla McCalla

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $8 USD  or more

     

1.
I am trying To be free I’m am trying, I’m trying, I’m trying to find me In the morning As day breaks I am finding, I’m finding, I’m finding my way Open the road Carry me home Open the road Carry me home Under star light Without fear I am calling, I’m calling I’m calling you near Under night sky I am here It is coming, it’s coming It’s coming so clear Open the road Carry me home Open the road Carry me home Love is here Something’s whole I am seeing, I’m seeing I see it unfold Without fear I am free I can see, I can see I can see, I can see Open the road Carry me home Open the road Carry me home
2.
I don’t have to tell you What I’m thinking You can already hear the songs I’m singing I try to hide I try to hide The truth may be thin but it yearns for the light Thank you for laughing me into this portal What you learned drowning Taught me how to breathe. One ear to the earth, One ear to the sky, Reminds me that life is not a straight line How do you let yourself feel all the pain, So much is given, So much more to gain. You brought me here The world on its side Gave me a love, scaled to survive.
3.
Take Me Away 04:04
Take me away to that far away place Take me away to that far away place Take me away to that far away place Take me away to that far away place Make me unafraid of change Make me unafraid, make me brave Make me an angel Who can see where we’re going Make me unafraid of change Take me away to that far away place Take me from harm Make me clear Help my heart listen Make me hear Give me the courage To face me head on Make me unafraid of change Make me an angel Take me away to that far away place
4.
So I'll Go 03:50
I just want to love you Give you everything I just want to love you Can you hear me? I just want to love you Give you all I can I just want to love you Can you hear me? But oh, oh That would be too easy So I’ll Go If I were to love you Would you understand? If I were to love you Would you see me as I am? If I could not love you Would you set me free? If I could not love you Would you see me as I am? But oh, oh That would be too easy So I’ll Go Well the flowers love the trees And the sky loves the clouds And the earth loves the rain Cuz it’s easy The grass loves my hands And grass loves the sky And the sky loves the clouds Cuz it’s easy The roots love the soil And the birds love to fly And the fish love to swim Cuz it’s easy Your mouth on my hand And your face near my lips And the sky on my tongue Is so easy But oh, oh That would be too easy Oh, oh, I just want to love you So I’ll Go Go Go
5.
Tree 05:36
I became a tree Thought no one could care for me Standing on the side of a cliff By the sea, by the sea Thought no one could care for me Standing on the side of a cliff Tears fall to the sea Will the ocean Heal me? I’m going down I’m going down To clean my soul Clean me Fear hovers above With a voice Louder than love So she went down She’s going down To save her soul To be free Will she jump? Will she swim? Will she jump? Will she swim? Fever hovers above With a voice Louder than love She’s going down She’s going down To save her soul To be free Will she jump? Will she swim? Will she jump? Will she swim?
6.
You want the crops without the plow You want the rain without the thunder You want the ocean without the roar of its waters Can’t have the sun without the heat Nothing that I say hasn’t been said before Nothing that I feel hasn’t been felt before These wounds are so old These wounds are so old These wounds are so old These wounds You want the crops without the plow You want the rain without the thunder You want the ocean without the roar of its waters Can’t have the sun without the heat So much waste So much waste The waste of the city In the city lights Weighing so heavy on our minds ‘Cause nothing is right And there’s so much wrong Only we can change ourselves The road is so long These wounds are so old These wounds are so old These wounds are so old These wounds
7.
Tower 04:36
The veil is lifting And the tower is falling I hear a voice I hear it calling
I’m suddenly aware Of all I fear I’m suddenly scared I’m finally clear You never promised me You wouldn’t break my heart That was the end and this is the start You tried to do your best It’s not a game It’s not a test There is no shame In what we had It wasn’t wrong And it wasn’t bad But Love that is true Has nothing to prove Love that is true Has nothing to prove I never said We’d never part You didn’t know How to hold my heart There is no shame In what we had It wasn’t wrong And it wasn’t bad But Love that is true Has nothing to prove Love that is true Has nothing to prove Love that is true Has nothing to lose Love that is true Has nothing to prove I never said I wouldn’t break your heart This is the end And that was the start You tried to do your best It’s not a game And it’s not a test There is no shame In what we had It wasn’t wrong And it wasn’t bad It wasn’t made to last
8.
Love We Had 03:48
When we were younger Our hearts were open wide I felt my heart Stretching so wide My heart stretching so wide I thought the love we shared It would hold up the sky Meant you would always be mine I thought the love we shared Meant that we would never die It is a race Against time? A race against time And now I’m older I can not feel your love Remembering how I hurt you inside How I hurt you inside I thought the love we shared It would hold up the sky I thought the love we shared Meant you would always be mine I thought the love we shared Meant that we would never die Is it a race Against time? A race against time
9.
Give yourself a break Of what you’re going through Give yourself a break Before you’re gone Give yourself a break Of what you’re going through You’re gonna have to be wrong It’s gonna have to feel wrong? Sometimes I forget I was only a child I thought I always had to know Everything, everything, everything, Everything All the things that you learn as you grow. So give yourself a break Of what you’re going through Give yourself a break before you’re gone Give yourself a break of what you’re going through You’re gonna have to be wrong Sometimes I forget What it means to be a child I thought I always had to know Everything, everything, everything, Everything All the things that you learn as you grow.
10.
I want to believe In a world I can not see I want to believe In a world I have been given I want to believe In a love I have not seen I want to believe In the love I have been given. I want to believe in the light I can not see. I want to believe in the light I have been given.

credits

released April 12, 2024

Recorded and Produced by Maryam Qudus at Dockside Studios, June 20-29, 2023
Assisted by Justin Tocket
Mixed by Maryam Qudus at Best House
Mastered by Heba Kadry, NYC

All songs written by Leyla McCalla (Makala Music (BMI)) except “Love We Had” music by Ali Mohammed Birra, arrangement and lyrics by Leyla McCalla (Makala Music (BMI))

Leyla McCalla: vocals, cello, banjo, guitars
Shawn Myers: percussion, drums
Nahum Zdybel: guitars
Pete Olynciw: electric bass, piano
Maryam Qudus: synthesizers, organs, backing vocals
Louis Michot: fiddle on “Tower”

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Leyla McCalla New Orleans, Louisiana

Leyla McCalla finds inspiration from her past and present. Whether it is her Haitian heritage or her adopted home of New Orleans, she — a bilingual multi-instrumentalist and alumna of Grammy award-winning African-American string band, the Carolina Chocolate Drops — has risen to produce a distinctive sound that reflects the union of her roots and experience. ... more

contact / help

Contact Leyla McCalla

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Leyla McCalla, you may also like: